You know for this past week to have been so sad I felt numb until today. How do you comfort those who have lost so much when you cant grasp it yourself. How am I to stay strong for my sister and neice when I have never been weaker in my life. There is so much AGod can do so I am praying to him. I dont understand why he didnt hear my prayers before Kaden died. I really thought when he was bee boppin his little feet on Thanksgiving that that was MY sign from God he was gonna be OK. I just wanted him to be ok so very badly. Now I need to buck up and show my family I am strong. Now I pray for strength and for Julie & her family for I know they need it more!

Geeze, you get so used to the nice weather here, a cloudy day send us into depression! TIFFANY was inducted into NHS last week and I am pretty proud of her! Erica will be coming over this weekend so we'll get to see Mason too! I am working every day and my back barely hurts anymore. I will be glad to be jogging again. Time to get back to work.....

Gotta ask my sister to help me on this site-I have a hard time here!! Work is going good except I cant wait to be back in the field! Wont see Mason this weekend boo hoo but may go get a new tree with my neighbor to plant-her house-no more room at mine! WELL MAYBE I CAN FIND ROOM FOR ONE MORE!!LOL Hopefully I can get to see my mom this weekend and my sisterrs. The drive i sooo long!!

OK now I am trying to get fancy with this and I have added a picture of some parts for the trooper and I cant remove them. But here is my goofy girls!

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I am new to this blogging thing so have patience if I just "don't get it"!