You know for this past week to have been so sad I felt numb until today. How do you comfort those who have lost so much when you cant grasp it yourself. How am I to stay strong for my sister and neice when I have never been weaker in my life. There is so much AGod can do so I am praying to him. I dont understand why he didnt hear my prayers before Kaden died. I really thought when he was bee boppin his little feet on Thanksgiving that that was MY sign from God he was gonna be OK. I just wanted him to be ok so very badly. Now I need to buck up and show my family I am strong. Now I pray for strength and for Julie & her family for I know they need it more!